time machine.

Friday, December 25, 2009 12:44 PM

20th dec 09

juz five days ago, i had my birthday. it was an ordinary day, juz that for once i spent my bday in malaysia.

spent hours on car instead of shopping as there was a serious traffic jam. had pizza hut and sushi over there until i was really bloated. in addition, i had my usual motion sickness. i tend to get it when i am on private cars. couldnt find the right dress for prom. in fact, it was that i kept thinking about the tube dress in the hereen.

thanks to those who wished me well.

21st dec 09

the following day an usual working day. there were quite a crowd in the work place, quite high revenue.

22nd dec 09

another off day as there was rcy farewell. and the chalet was really very far from my hse. bought some present at taka b4 heading there.

liked that sixteen sung by juniors (fifteen by taylor swift)

"and when you're sixteen and your juniors told you they love you, you wanna believe them"

love the cactus (since my last cactus died), the rcv board, and the first aid playground.

23th dec 09

went out with shir and angie after like decades

had lunch at BBQ chicken and tried dresses at metro. talked about guys, the world ending and the confusing waiter there. there's a pink tube dress which cost $80 and looks good. but still... think about it.

then went to work

24th dec 09

the boss is back from china. yah, and he brought some new stocks to the shop today. nothing much that will attract youngsters, except that bling bling cube necklace as well as that bling bling pea pod(it can make sound when shaked). i don't know if he is unlucky or what, once he come back, the sales went down. when his daughter was around it was quite good. plus, i feel so awkward and bored when he is around.

25th dec 09

i had a nightmare juz now. although i had it around 11am ( should be morningmare).

*it started off with me and my mother heading to school with my green umbrella. when i reached the school, i headed to the hall ( which didn't look like my actual school hall and have a little more 'dark' kinda feeling to it) and saw everyone staring at me coz i was late. mrs koh and some other teacher demanded for a reason as to why i was late. mrs koh ( sitting on a chair with the usual blue desk) called me, she shouted at me asking me how i could get 4 marks only, for her paper. saying that all those clues to the answer were there. chucked the paper into my arms. i felt shocked and scared. then i rebutted at her and the other teacher about getting that question wrong and that its bcoz i didn't study for that. my mum backed me up (which could never happen in reality). i thought about how my humanities would pull my l1r5 down since my history was xxxx. i felt real scared that my o' level result would be like that in reality.*

tears started to roll down and my face was alrdy wet and warm when i woke up.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 1:06 AM

everyone is at the same phase

somehow, i feel that a lot of us are at the same phase(i dont know if that's true though), the phase where we are struggling out of our cocoons. those jobs that we do despite having some problems here and there, those ppl we deal with although deep inside, we don't want to. its juz a part of growing up. its easy to speak but juz hard to take action and go through it. just ard 20 more days to go. i think i am feeling a little uneasy now. don't know if he would give me another chance, but somehow, i think i know which way i wanna go. let time tell the story.

for now, i am happy with my fast food and late night jap doramas. i don't think i can do it any longer when the result is out. haha.

i start to miss those times.

may be dan lian is the best.

Monday, December 14, 2009 8:03 PM

Utada Hikaru (宇多田ヒカル)-First Love Strings Mix (Forbidden Love/ Majo No Jouken OST)

i thought i have heard this from somewhere very long time ago, don't know when and where it was. found it thru searching mysoju video-Majo no Jouken (forbidden love). seriously, i think love has no boundaries... no matter the difference in age, skin tone, language or countries... it juz can't be reckoned with.

Friday, December 11, 2009 11:53 PM

haha, finally can type normally:D

the unexpected outcome of my 1 week break.

on monday, i was expecting it to be spent with my mum. unfortunately, my sis was at home and i ended up doing data entry for her the whole day at home. then followed my sis who accepted on my behalf (without asking for my opinion) to work at half the market price. such hard labor, that i felt like i was a coolie on tuesday. on wednesday, luckily but unfortunately, i had muscle aches due those squating and carrying piles and had lesser manual work compared to that of tuesday.
then on wednesday, started the 2sessions of low pay job that resulted in me wanting to quit them despite the resposibility that i felt upon my shoulder. thursday was a little better since the muscle ache subsided. today, i was once again pissed at the part time boss and his wife for overly concerned with my family affair ( i should suppose that they themselves do not have any family affair therefore poked their noses into mine- which i extremely detest).

busy as a bee....

they asked if i can become full timer at another shop in jan. honestly speaking, i have no intention of working after dec bcoz i think i should have some time for myself and ppl ard me. like my mum, i hardly have any time for her. and my friends, since we are most likely to go separate ways after sec sch, i wish that i can spend time with them while both parties can do so. and lastly, myself bcoz i think holiday is meant to be a break to recharge ourselves so that we can deal with another 2 more yrs of torture at jc for a level.

and

i am thinking of which restraunt to have meals at...

pu tian ( nt sure abt the taste of the food)

the 1 at vivo

say cheese ( may not suit my mum)

thinking in process....

Wednesday, December 09, 2009 10:28 AM

i should totally leave for work now but i feel the need to rant again. seriously the pay is the worst i have ever seen n now im having muscleache as though i juz did footdrill last nite. tsk, no more time alrdy. here i cum for sufferings.

Sunday, December 06, 2009 8:54 PM

watched Q.E.D. ~Shomei Shuryo~ that was based on manga. and i juz i realised that Q.E.D. = quod erat demonstrandum, a Latin phrase, cool. read up a little on Poincaré conjecture, rather interesting:D but didn't understand the 3D manifold part, they should have explanation in layman's term.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009 11:19 PM

hmm, another boring day. gonna have a wk of break. this also means that 1 wk lack of $, but still i nd a breather too. yes:D